silent serenade

2009-04-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

yepps, its official. the blog's dead.

oh well, thought it kinda nids a finale, eh?

final post:

kinda getting screwed by sec 4 life.
irony, isnt it?

fucking tired. there'll b a day whn i explode.
cos whn its kept inside me,
results in gl-ness.

everythings ending.
npcc
prefectorial board

everythings out of control.

re-seeking solace.
smwhere.
smhow.

~cos its a never-ending cycle~

2009-01-22T18:35:00.002+08:00

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hahas the new great single of 2009 =)

Kelly clarkson-my life would suck without you

finally, one of my fav voices back le hahas.
but her image change dam alot...

now awaiting the full album to be released:All i ever wanted(i tink)

hahas bet alotta new songs gonna flow in for 2009 liao.
harvest season =)

umm, life's been kinda boring?
studies suck.
hate mugging.totally.

well, whew, CNY hols =)

happy CNY!!!

2009-01-20T14:41:00.002+08:00

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poor toe.
its kinda like...flooded in blood?
cos the upper half of it's folded up =.=

ouch.

was changing sia,
thn cos some freaking lame reason...thn likdat lorh..
thn hobbled down to P.E.

dam, wearing shoe smore. if take out dam pai seh lols.
eh gd thing is, no nid care bout socks =)
so yea hahasss

thn whole day limping here and thr lorh.

woots, gonna bathe l8er.
watch me ^&*^$^($^ in pain.

kok sia. lols.

and...sighs...didnt manage to change higher chi. class

and cool, they're gonna lik turn the history
revision kit into audio file.
nice. =D

hmmm. busy busy nowadays.
and dun feel lik blogging liao.
the stress's adding on =/

2009-01-17T14:13:00.002+08:00

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Bored =/

chi. remedials jus waste of time. haiz.

sianz of studying.
but suddenly realise thrs nth else to do.
play till sienz.
study till sienz.

dam, miss going out lik in hols.
haiz.

gonna do smth soon =)

and ohoh. nxt wk CNY le wor.
nice =)
away frm studies for awhile.
relieved of mugging
=D

jus...try nt to slack too much eh? =P

2009-01-15T17:16:00.002+08:00

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busy sia,
no time to blog =X

hahas.

hmm, considering if shldd change chi. class.
cnt get accustomed to cheena style >.<

plus yuan didnt bother to teach us chang wen suo duan =.=
thn if ZX zao whole class onli i dunno. wth....

so yea, huan ban!!!! =)
wanna go HML?
see how ba

2009-01-12T16:09:00.002+08:00

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yupps, tts an A1 for chinese G.C.E o'level!!!! =)

woots, went dam high. XD
1 down, 5 to go.

went to view the o's results release in hall.
damn, i wanna b on the stage...shld hav taken bio hahas....

hahas, lets bade chinese goodbye FOREVER!!!!! =)

woots gonna b dam enthu in wang jian class liao. lmao.

GRATZZ to CATHOLIC HIGH!!!! =)
excellent results, eh?

and gratz to us higher chi. ppl too !!!
highest scores in a decade. MUAHAHAH!!!!

lols, now i've gt something to protect me frm getting scolded.
cos the phone bills exploded for the 5/6 consecutive month. oops.

look out O's, i'm coming!

2009-01-09T20:54:00.002+08:00

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oops lik dam long nvr post le wor....
dam busy sia hahas....

woots hell wk gone le =)
orientation performance over. =P

quite okay ba? hahas.

as of now, physics and maths r the fav subjects =)

dam, sec 4 teachers r indeed diff,
sch now freaking cool =)

and i'm learning new "terms" everyday, lmao...

suddenly gt the temptation to mug.
hell, i even did wang jian's essay.
tts so UNLIKE ME
LOL.

cnt say the same for other commitment though.
new implementations new shit and stuff.
as if i'm nt tired enough.

as promised, i'm gonna take a rest.
so leave me out alrdy tnks.

CIP tmr!!!!!!

gotta act as garang guni
gonna be hella fun
hahas =)

2009-01-06T20:51:00.002+08:00

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hmm, thurs and fri gonna b dam tensed-up? =/
hope all goes smooth ba =)

hmm, nowadays ma...study study study cca cca cca =.=
after april its all gonna b cool XD

oh gosh, handphone kinda overheating after a long long conversation =D
dam hot....hope the batt doesnt explode in my ear.LOL.

and oh, physics teacher dam cool too =)
history bcome slightly more interesting...
lols, luving sec 4 :D

well, except the new uniform -.-

and yea, most prob i'll start bitching round end of jan.
hahaas =P

2009-01-05T17:43:00.002+08:00

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gt my ipod on sun hahas =)

~whee

sec 4 life's boring >.< with remedials all tt.
the teachers r cool though, especially maths LOL!

hahas, at least its nt as boring as b4 =)
plus can learn dialect de lmao...

chi. ma...dam it >.<
why do i hav to be under WJ ?!?!?!
i swear imma gonna get a change of teacher.
gosh, spents today's period going thru banding classes,
thn listen to him mumble to himself =.=

whew, at least the hw load nt mounting yet.
hm, lets hope it continues
and tide me over this wk first. =/

oh well, i'm kinda like being sec 4 =)
last yr le wor,
heard dunno how many o's lecture le lols.

oh well, lets go fool around while still gt time =D

2009-01-03T22:29:00.002+08:00

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hopefully, one day i'll just drop dead on the streets,
get run over by a bulldozer,
leaving my body beyond recognition.

thn a storm will come and sweep my
broken remains away.
litter them over the sea,
and make them sink to the seabed.

thn i'll be food for the fishes,
or join the mud in the ground.

then, over time,
my existence will be forgotton,
and the world will go on as per normal.

wow, tt sounds more interesting thn my current life.
phlat.

2009-01-02T20:29:00.003+08:00

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4-6 0'9

what an interesting first day of sch.

form teacher come in.
no intro.
spent 5 mins choosing reps all tt shit
thn spent 10 mins lecturing us on o's,
makes me hate it even more >.<
and class gt air-con also dun wan on +.+

straight after lecture nvr even go thru timetable
thn got ENG COMPRE CLASS TEST+SUMMARY liao.

efficient enough?
standing ovation.

do finish too fast also tio kan,
siao lian.

tink its the end?
straight after tt gt informed mon will have dunno how many periods of 50mins of english,
after school nid stay back for english remedials.

mon/tues set for english remedials,
"the other days will be reserved for other subjects."
wow.

thn collect commonwealth hw.
oops. didnt do. didnt bother.

hahas, lucky this yr teachers quite okay ba?

whew.... happiest thing is: NO YUAN!!!!!!! =)

haiz, first day siao liao, nxt wk gonna be hectic.

lets see:
-stay back probably everyday, cca orientation presentation, hw and shit will start surging in, cca tests, CIP newspaper collection. ZZZZZZZZ.

prelim 1 at wk 8 or smth.
omg...whole of last yr plus term 1 tested.
tts crazy.

physics o'level spa too.

oh well, training was tiring,
day was crappy.

but time passed dam fast though =P
dunno why.
blink 1 eye whole day fly past liao.
hahas....

wa omg, last free wkend for me >.<

oh well, gotta make use of final few hours to play.
haizhaizhaizhaizhaizhaizhaizhaizhaizhaiz

2009-01-01T21:06:00.002+08:00

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4-6 '09 tmr >.<
i'm nt ready for sch. hahas.

haiz, schedule for first 2 wks is packed to the core...
orientation,squad stuff,studies, o's spa, higher chi. results, all in a fortnight.
hahas, no-lifer yea?

nt sure if gt time post anymore liao seh...
and less time for my songs !!!!!! >.<
psp too hahas, its gonna left to collect dust lik las time =/

oh well, hope to see e same teachers? the gd ones generally =)
and yea yuan ur nt included. definitely.

LOL, cnt w8 to see ppl wear the bibi and baba pe shirt
its like om*g lmao...

first things first, whrs the dam classroom?!?!
heard its on 5th lvl or smth, hahas, highest wor =)

woohoo, senior year.
i'm preparing to die -.-
but after june.....its havoc time =) for trouble.

shit the new sch pants gt crease, lik wtf do i nid crease for.
lks lik shit, lik the supplier name.
bibi and baba.ZZZZZZ

oh well, my final goodbye ppl =P
tmr onwards its living dead =/

oh, b4 i forgot, i'm getting off the dota itch.
well, trying.
=.=

2008-12-31T23:52:00.008+08:00

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hahas, its reaching new yr as i make this final post of 2008 =/

haiz, 2009's coming soon, o's 10 months away.
i'm seconds frm becoming a no-lifer hahas.

oh well. 2008.
great yr?
eventful? Definitely.

its lik the most memorable yr, for good or bad.
wats sure is that this very year,
was a year of failures and drawbacks,
but also a meaningful and special one.......

to tell the truth, i hate 2008 =(
oh well! its bout time we put the past behind us.

and look foward to a new yr! of mugging =.=

so well,

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL!!!! =D

ohoh. i've aged 1 yr. damned,
i dun wanna grow old =X

a new year, new hope?....

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hahas, chia send me de =)

happy 2009!!!!!!!!!!

ahh, wish neighbours would stop screaming greetings across the blk =.=
LOL

2008-12-30T18:09:00.005+08:00

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Dare TO PlAY? =)

ps if lag though =/

2008-12-30T14:54:00.002+08:00

went back sch today,
thn go j8 eat lorh, nth much ba =/

hahas, found this on the net:

World's most dangerous job?

TV reporters!

hahas, dunno whether to pity them or to laugh =)

null - Watch more free videos

2008-12-28T18:06:00.003+08:00

okay.......dj max portable blacksquare is siao de...
no wonder they call it hardcore vers. of emotional sense =.=

cant clear club 4 seh, now stuck at area 2 =.=
dam crazy, starting liao cmi lols...

but realli miss dj max 2 lar, more fun, n songs nicer XD

okay well hols SERIOUSLY coming to an end =.=
last thing i gonna do.
get what i want before sch re-opens...

haiz...
kinda like writing a will eh ? =)
well, gonna die whn sch re-open so yea...
last few moments of life till 2 jan ....LOL!

hahas, homework ma...uh do abit here abit thr now roughly left some loose ends like commonwealth.....

first time not last 2 days chiong wor.... XD

lolx, i'm waiting for the day world war 3 breaks out hahas...
cos uhhh...lets see hmmm:

phone bills exploding EVERY month since i gt e singtel plan =/
electric bills too...eh but blame utilities board increase price so much =.=
sleeping every night only after 1/2 am...
hahas, nt lik gonna hav chance any more...sighs...

sooo...feeling v. sian now sia........
life's ending. but theres nth to be done.
haizzz...

so yea, lets all go emo hahas...

2008-12-26T19:09:00.003+08:00

o.0 credits to ben for informing me =)
dj max patch out liao!!!

the freaking security which prevented e game from loading patched liao =)
so yea gtting e iso now woots!

DJ MAX PORTABLE BLACK SQUARE: EMOTIONAL SENSE

(watch the back part )

2008-12-26T16:50:00.002+08:00

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ahhh hols realli gonna end soon...
lols, went sch today buy uniforms etc.

thn saw e new suppliers name.
FREAKING RETARDED!

BIBI & BABA

i mean, get a proper name at least =.=

lols...so yea bought new uniform which is slightly larger? lol...
actually las yr mid alrdy buy liao hahas....

okay thn saw a weird shirt.
turned out to be the "new design" of our pe shirt.

well, regarding e design ma.
i can only say: WT*?!?!??!?

okay first its a dry-fit shirt, and being white, dam ugly e holes.
but worst is the freaking neckline,
theres a V-CUT on the chest leh....
dam wrong sia!

kinda lik wt giggolos wear to (uh-um).......
dam gay lar Zzzzzz....

so yea, obviously i'm not gonna buy,
i'll stick to the "normal" cotton de tnks =)

wa lao, didnt the sch review e design b4 uh? =.=
lucky i only 1 yr left uh?
if nt what r they gonna come up with nxt yr?
3quarter pants? LOL...

2008-12-25T11:55:00.002+08:00

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lols, came across this web tt made me go: WTF?
lmao, joke sia...

http://goodboygonebad.com/tired-of-your-psp/

oh well, thinking of changing my psp look =)
gonna cost money though, but imma gonna check it out! hahas...

well well, MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!!

and tnks to many many ppl for ur sms-es! =)
hahasm though this yr christmas kinda quiet uh?
or isit only jus me =/

lols, anyways hols ending liao!!!! gonna die soon >.<
so yea, gotta make gd use of las few days eh? XD

this hols most meaningful for me though,
cos most of it's nt spent at home , LOLS!

2008-12-24T12:29:00.004+08:00

lolx, dec seems to be harvesting season for psp hahas...

dissidia out liao,
dj max black square just gt released ytd, but now korean only....
hmmm, lets see.
oh! now waiting impatiently for final fantasy!

waiting for the
Fabula Nova Crystallis Final Fantasy XIII collection to be released =)

hmm, lets see. the collection comprises of 3 parts:

Final fantasy XIII(playstation 3/xbox360)
Final fantasy Agito XIII(PSP)
Final fantasy Versus XIII(playstation 3)

all three games has their own unique story lines and main characters.
hmm....think they're just related by e crystals? =/

anyways really cant wait..hahas...still has to wait till round mid 2009? =[

oh well, take a look at these =)

[Noctis Lucis Caelum, Final fantasy versus XIII]

[Lightning, Final fantasy XIII]

and...christmas eve tis' here!!! =)

so yea, merry christmas everyone!

2008-12-23T21:09:00.002+08:00

hmmm, annual hike 2008 today!
tiring seh hahas, but....quite fun ba?=)

erm, thn mass debrief+ some breaking news,
30th batch reshuffled council/committee!!!
ahhhh, lols....

er, the results ma, after announcing new post etc. etc....
hmm, should i be sad or glad?
but realli gt some dam major changes though.... =/

oh well.
my legs realli nid a rest =)

so yea, lets go gaming now XD

hm, lks lik nid consult sebas regarding dissidia liao....stupid jap terms =.=

2008-12-22T15:29:00.002+08:00

hahas, been watching dissidea and XII vids.
lolx, thn chanced upon this familiar cutscene in crisis core

one of the nicest cutscenes =)

Crisis Core: Angeal and Genesis Vs Sephiroth(MUST WATCH !!)

they speak eng. dam weird, wonder why i nvr hear b4.
hmm...was i playing e jap vers. with eng. menu patched?
forgot liao =/

anyways, hike tmr seh..hahas....ubin again...
gtting sick of tt place lmao...

2008-12-21T14:28:00.003+08:00

okay well....smth's definitely wrong wif me =.=
lols...

anyways woke up, played dissidia, suddenly gt the final fantasy craving, again!
after crisis core thought i was tired of ff liaoz hahas...

but dunno why went back to read e super cool storyline
and went to watch advent children, last order, and all e game stories hahas...

wa, suddenly miss crisis core story alot >.<
anyways heres the psp game de ending =)

song tis:

WHY-AYAKA

2008-12-20T01:53:00.006+08:00

check out fall out boy new album:

FOLIE a DEUX

lols, interesting cover eh? =)

Top Tracks on Folie a Deux
-Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes
-I Don't Care
-America's Suitehearts
-Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown on a Bad Bet
-What a Catch, Donnie

lolx, tink the 2 american idol davids r dam lame =.=
album own name, cover own pic ....
lols...

can learn a thing or two frm FOB =)
luv the cover lol...

and...been playing dissidia. trying to understand the jap instuctions lmao.
but well, lucky some of their words in chinese character eh?

and...i'm gonna create a death countdown for my blog soon =)

holidays nearly gone ah, hw nt touched =.=
too busy going out and cca stuff...
plus playing and updating stuffs lorh lol...
so yea, gotta las min. again =.=

i freaking flashed my report bk first day of hols,
and its still lying thr =.=
after glancing at it for less thn 5 mins
still no one signed yet. LOL.

wow, lk at the time now, 1.53am =)
back to my songs
~wheee

2008-12-18T17:14:00.002+08:00

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FINAL FANTASY: DISSIDIA

jus gt the game =)
playyyinggg nowwww

graphics? square enix leh, of cos dam cool lorh =)

dissidia's trailers

2008-12-18T16:56:00.002+08:00

hahas =)
long time bo post le, gt a feeling my blog's dying =/

oh well.
went army market TWICE in a span of 3 days =.=
to check out and buy e lightsticks.

haiz, tired seh, busy busy.
oh well...

ohoh. final fantasy dissidia's out liao ! =)
and gt a few more new games which i haven started playing lol...

now waiting for black square and the prinny:can i really be the hero?
cute name eh? prinny. lol. disgea series de penguin >.<

hmm, waiting for luo zhi xiang's new album.
though his singing nt tt gd, but at least 1/2/3 songs nice ba =/
LOL.....

hmmm, dotaing occasionally but dunno, nt realli productive?
i'm going thru a process of retardation i tink...
hahas...

how much of hols left?!?!?
hw nt touched, my life still gt a lot things unfulfilled =)

anyways....BYEE =)

backkkk =)

2008-12-15T12:21:00.003+08:00

hahas i'm back,oooo yea =)

hmm, lets see KL ma...
nth much? been thr lots of timez hahas.
but on fri. went times square.

dunno why thr more chinese thn malay i tink
smore e chi. all teenagers de.
tink they having hols or smth on tt day.
so ya, got alot scored 5 and above de ppl, if ur get wat i mean =)
which is quite surprising, seeing as sg is barren of of 5's. lmao

hahas, basically, ate and shop and ate and shop.
spend money lik kok, go restaurant every meal.
damn, i tink the amt we spent on food was more
thn the tranport and hotel combined. lmao.

wanted sneak chewing gum de, sadly the custom officer saw me throwing the 1 in my mouth away =.=
and ohoh, failed malaysia custom TWICE!

they said my photo dun lk lik me.
so yea was thinking, ppl grow old dun they?lol
thn smore write a note on my passport.

so yea, i'm barred frm going overseas until i get my new pic settled.

ohoh. on the way back the guy directly behind me smuggling pirated vcd =.=
thn the sensor beeped, suay suay i too near him.

but anyways they allowed e vcd's seh wth....
should hav smuggled a few myself.

too bad still rmb last.
kenna caught smuggling chewing gum.
thn they bring me to e "office"
and shredded the gum into dunno how many pieces in front of me.

but was laughing my arse off!
cos the guy behind me
was trying to smuggle an ENTIRE BOX of WRIGLEY's
LOL.

happy shredding~

reached home at dunno 1/2+am.
si bei tired.
tmr gt first aid exam.
so yea.

woke up at 7am on sun.
tired lik hell~

but anyways ohhhh yea i passsed!
gonna get my cert 3 wks l8er. actually lks more lik a license card lmao..

anyways the instructor gl lar,

examiner:okay, now u hear a cracking sound.
me & RJ (while doing cpr): o.0 wtf? bone break?
examiner:seems like the person gt a rib crack, so how?
us:stone* uh.....continue?
examiner: it happens alot of times with old ppl, how continue?are'nt you gonna push the cracked ribs furthur in? what if it injures the casualty furthur?
us: no choice, continue? if dun confirm die ma.
examiner:go ahead.
us: continues.
examiner: okay, now u hear more cracking sounds. oops.
us:......&^%*&%**O%&*%(^&%^$^&*

LOL, jus kidding bout las sentence.
but yea, u get the idea,
hahas.

but i like his magic phrase sia:

assessment is not to fail u, its to enhance ur learning experience.

LOLZ, MOE should follow his motto sia!
oh ya, so hahas, end of story.

lots of things to update.
songs/games/technlogy?
hahas =)

so yea, bye ppl =)

theres alot of things i'm giving up on.
and i'm not gonna regret it.
cos....its pointless.
plain as tt.

nt gonna giv a fuck

2008-12-10T17:24:00.002+08:00

hahas, packed day today and ytd =.=
no time to do anything. lol

oh well, off tmr 5am =)
so yea, byeee...

finally i'm out of SG lols.

back on sun morning.

~byes

hmm, hopefully the blog's gonna rot.
thn i'm gonna get rid of it.finally =)

2008-12-08T23:31:00.003+08:00

=X
WHOA, freezing day uh?

was slping in air-con...
thn walk out bam, heard the rain.
on the tap the water lik dam cold larh hahas...

so yea, went back to slp =)
might as well, i mean, take advantage of the situation mah...

and hahas, been trying to convey the msg that i am anti-gay!!!!
LOL...les is okay i guess =/

well well, no more songs update =x

so went back to psp stuff.
new games,downloading now =)

still waiting for dissidia larh...
and black square.
hahas...

waiting for 5.01m33 too....
the 5.01m33-4 jus came out. nth much?
cep abit here and thr. hahas

hmmm, still feeling cold, rofl.
well, leaving sg on thurs =)

too bad nt taiwan though,
i so wanna goooo...

oh well,cnt go for recee too =/
bk priority? pui.
jus kidding =)
okay okay performance comes first yea yea yea.
lols.

if i get lost on the day
dun blame me =)

MUAHAHAH!

bye bye.

of on errand tmr.

so yea

can go out again!!!!
the evryday go out once policy =)

anti-rot

nonstalgia? =/

2008-12-07T20:17:00.011+08:00

d
First aid course part 2!!!!!!!

hahas, didnt realise first aid also nid mug de =.=
i thought pk had a slight difficulty.
first aid? hard-core uh....

but tts nt to say it was nt fun =)

so yea, as usual, woke up, mrt-ed to dhoby gaut, met with the rest.surprisingly, met benedict at bishan mrt, lking half-dead lik me..

so yea was thinking, woots, today can slp with no one nudging me liao =)

=.= who noes reach thr liao he fully awake le...dots.....

but oh oh. today's lesson was like so much more interesting thn ytd hahas =) during lunch break went plaza sing. fool around as usual =P

hahas bandaging was cool, but cpr...nt as easy?

lucky mine went okay...wheee =) i'm smart muahaha!

hope i'll pass the test on sun though =/ with so many things tested, th test seems dam difficult.... so yea, most prob nid study abit abit hahas...

i realli dun wanna get sent out of e examination rm for a procedure error =/

and smore e benedict's putting the pressure on lols... oh well, most prob its the reason i didn't pay cash =)

so yea during lessons was mainly dozing off or sms-ing many ppl,ROFL!

after everyone went off we stayed back though, and fooled around with e mannequin =) e hong kong instructore dam nice lah hahas, dam polite too X.X

oh well, some pics XD --------------------------

(@ e toilet mirror =))

shot by our instructor =)

pardon my weird leg angle though =x

was leaning/sitting back on the shelve and supporting e mannequin ma lols...

and e instructor realli dam nice, dam knowledgeable too =)

throw any extreme schenario at him, and he knows how to deal with it hahas,

oh well, should hav taught us more on the: preventing eyeball or internal organs from slipping out de part ma, sounded dam cool =)

and i like the organs spilling out pic =) dam graphic LOLS!!!

ghgfh

startin' to realise that, i only start missing things around me whn they end.

it was the same with courses/camps and stuffs.

and the same with relationships. what's lost cant be taken back. what i missed will never re-play itself.

i miss my past.......

but oh well, lk foward? thn maybe........ new opportunities will pass by?

and whn it does, i swear,

i'm never lettin' go.

ever again

2008-12-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

first-aid course day 1!
met benedict thr lol...
talk bout small world eh?
well,too fked up to post now,tmr ba?
or best,scrap this entire blog
:oh well,day 2 tmr =D
kinda boring though,could hav went out =/
first time posting frm psp =]
3K coming soon?lets hope i raise the $400

2008-12-05T17:03:00.004+08:00

写给自己的歌-黄义达(album version)

(click on song names for links)

黄义达 - 爱了才懂

爱了才懂 - 黄义达

雨落在没风的午后
雨停了气氛沉重
我们安静的听着心跳的节奏
谁都不开口
关于爱我们都不懂
向前走还是退后
试着找回当初那相爱的理由
全都是借口
相爱后我们才发现彼此不同
失去拥抱的冲动想放开手
相爱后我们才发现爱情过重
负荷不来的温柔渐渐失控
━━≡Music≡━━
关于爱我们都不懂
向前走还是退后
试着找回当初那相爱的理由
全都是借口
相爱后我们才发现彼此不同
失去拥抱的冲动想放开手
相爱后我们才发现爱情过重
负荷不来的温柔渐渐失控
一路上雨下的好凶
落在我们爱情的尽头
沉默的坚持着能维持多久
说穿了我们没把握
去兑现永远的承诺
爱过了我们才懂
相爱后我们才发现彼此不同
失去拥抱的冲动想放开手
相爱后我们发现爱情过重
负荷不来的温柔渐渐失控
爱过了我们才懂（才懂）

写给自己的歌-黄义达(album vers.)

one frickin' lame joke i came across =)

Two men were digging a ditch on a very hot day. One said to the other, "Why are we down in this hole digging a ditch when our boss is standing up there in the shade of a tree?" "I dont know," responded the other. "Ill ask him."

So he climbed out of the hole and went to his boss. "Why are we digging in the hot sun and youre standing in the shade?" "Intelligence," the boss said. "What do you mean, intelligence?"The boss said, "Well, Ill show you. Ill put my hand on this tree and I want you to hit it with your fist as hard as you can." The ditch digger took a mighty swing and tried to hit the boss hand. The boss removed his hand and the ditch digger hit the tree. The boss said, "Thats intelligence!"The ditch digger went back to his hole.

His friend asked, "What did he say?" "He said we are down here because of intelligence." "Whats intelligence?" said the friend. T he ditch digger put his hand on his face and said, "Take your shovel and hit my hand."

2008-12-04T14:14:00.007+08:00

wel
well, jus for fun =)

Ne-Yo_-_Mad

direct file download:

download

Nickelback_-_I'd come for you

Id come for you - Nickelback

download

super nice songs realli =)
and i like zshare's fast upload speed =)

2008-12-02T02:04:00.002+08:00

uh.realised smth whn i entered my blog.
e song was playing in full.

lmao.

i tink imeem jus removed my 30sec ban/restriction.
lols =)

weirddd...hahas.

2008-12-01T12:29:00.001+08:00

Ne-Yo - Mad

beautiful song, nice vid =)

2008-12-01T00:44:00.002+08:00

f
okay fuck it.
dunno why i'm suddenly restricted to slping by 1am
whn i've been doing at 3am daily =.=

zzzz. gt prob uh?
damn, gotta get off now.
and i searching songs halfway.
damn, i go plug in my ear-piece le.
bye.

fuck this fucking nite life.

demise.

2008-12-01T00:18:00.002+08:00

s\
hmmm...jus went to update me song library =)
erm, eng side nth much ba...

chi. side however...alot new additions =)
lik the singer of jay's "secret" qing tian wa wa the singer's album out le
thn theres also huang yi da. 爱了才懂 nt bad song XD

oh ya, theres zuo wen xuan =.=
i heard her act cute song and wiped it off my hard disk.lols
but her love song nt bad ba? though her singing realli nt tt gd...
lolx, maybe it'll b bter she she stops acting cute =.=

oh oh. the fray has a new song: You Found Me
heard its for the new "lost" series?
anyways quite okay song ba.
same goes for the veronica's/beyonce/pussycat dolls de new songs.

they all performed these songs for e america music award thingy...hahas

hmhm, luvin' my new lcd screen =)
super big, super wide. lols. dota screen suddenly enlarged lmao...
but lik abit too big uh? should hav gone for 20-inch LOLS...

hm, dunno why but didnt realli feel lik blogging.
so yea, posting for the sake of posting?

gt a feeling my blog's dying. oh well. let it rot. hahas =)

hmm, gotta plan for tmr.
mus go out!!!! lols

~cyas

~huhuhuh~

2008-11-27T23:13:00.003+08:00

scalded myself in e afternoon =.=
OUCH. lk at my fingers...sobbs...lols.
how i'm gonna use a baton tmr i dunno >.<
lols....

today morning went sim lim to get myself updated.
walked into sony retailer.
asked the salesman who was chewing a banana =.=

"heard psp brite gt screen gt scanlines prob?"

his reply was:
no.dunno.

wth rite?!?!?! was dam tempted to
display the finger between my index and fourth finger to him =.=

guess recession was created for ppl lik him =/

oh well. dad's gonna buy a 22-inch lcd screen =)
well,if u wan it literally. its gonna be like:

i'm gonna buy a 22-inch lcd monitor.

LOL. sienz. means tt i'll hav to walk around the whole sim lim to compare and contrast.
and meaning i'm gonna take a nice little squeezy walk in sitex fair.
sounds super cozy rite? gtting sandwiched between thousands of ppl =.=

but. oh well. imma gonna enjoy gaming much bter eh? XD

and ohoh. chked out ipod price. their selling e ipod @200.
but e package is 248 . and the package gt lik, everything?
z. lols. the charger itself cost quite abit liao.
but anyways still cnt get the dam consent.
lols. i mean, nt tt i'm in nid of a new player >.<

hahas =)

so yea plans for tmr.
hmm...sitex?sim lim? funan?

and thn yea i'll get e lcd monitor =)

hmm...hope can go on hols.
heard its been postphoned.

hope its nt CANCELLED. lols.
quick quick, i wanna escape boring sg.

and oh. i dun wanna rot at home =)
so yea, been going out everyday.
hahas....

~bye.

never-ending tale =P

2008-11-26T12:42:00.002+08:00

s
DUO POWER!!!!
MUAHAHAH!!! =)

hahas, today was er, interestingly fun =)
it jus took 2 ppl to do the job... XD
great minds think alike eh? =P

well anyways chocolate mania!!! =]
lets see uh...
thrs:
kinder-bueno
kit-kat
cadbury chocs
the (i forgot wat name but triangle shape de) =)

ohoh. dun forget the cornetto minis....lol...

oops, gonna get sore throat soon uh?

and ohoh. yea. hahas.
roulette! =)
AW, MAKE ME HIT 21 SOON PLZZZZ

thn i'mma gonna enter a casino =)

ahhhh, dec coming seh....
i dun mind though =/

but, oh. didnt factor in tt stupid failure.
zzz...made it so obvious liao seh.
some ppl jus dun get the hint. hais........
oh well, no worries.

cos, it work out smhow? =D

hahas, hmm, mus plan wat i'm gonna do tmr...
~huhuh~

byes =]

2008-11-24T17:07:00.002+08:00

g
lolx, was about to go library de, thn too lazy, save for tmr ba XD

um, today morning abit de sienz lols...
some ppl went and put skittles in salt water.
result, the dye totally wash off. LOLS. abit de gross sia =D

lucky didnt get tt starbuck's glass bottle mocha to drink =/
$3.50 seh, and the comment was: waste of money.
lols, glad for my big gulp uh? =)

ohoh. news is tt psp-3000 hacked le, but hardware method nia >.<
they call it the lite-blue tool, similar to pandora battery? cep its for slim and brite XD
cmone, dark alex, my psp fate kao ni le =)

anyways, gotta tnks him for releasing 5.00+m33 firmware, but. i'm stuck
gonna ask ben l8er. if nt anyhow l8er psp brick i will kill myself =/

oh ya. jus saw e david archuleta new album advertisement.
they dam lag sia...e thingy leaked out lik....3 wks ago? though i no time listen to it =)
cos...

JAY's CAPRICON MVS OUT LIAO!!!!

woohoo, i like the carnival mv. cool =)
the love songs nt as nice as b4 though.
tt china slang song(name i dunno how read =X lmao) the MV dam crap!
made me lose interest in the song totally.z.
but the rest of the mvs made me go listen to his album again and again though XD

but. dunno why his skills lik deprove seh.
which is the reason why i suddenly went back to watch his old mvs,
such as ge qian. =)
his love melodies remain unforgettable uh? so touching. sobbs....lmao =D

oh oh. jus saw he wei jian on yu le bai fen bai those lame courting shows.
and the girl's zuo wen xuan/genie.
ew. dun lik her. but dun lik he wei jian even more. lolx.
he lk smaller thn her =x weird....

hahas, gonna get out of my hse again l8er =)
woots! i'm spending less thn 4 waking hrs at home per day.
suangsss...

hmmm....haven plan for dec.
more going out? =)
or maybe i go tour around sg, hahas =)

nid go bath le.
~byeeeee

2008-11-23T23:27:00.002+08:00

d
ummm, today ma,same as every sun, woke up super late, slept lik a pig =)

dunno why but didnt get to use com the entire day =.=
till now tt is. hahas. didnt mind though =)

um, thn after tt go suntec mall walk walk see see...
actually thr also nth much lar.

so we basically jus loitering around.
walk here walk thr.

whoa christmas coming uh?
the toys stacked up lik some mountain =.=
ahhh, christmas coming !!!!

nt tt i realli care =.=
lols.

my best present would be being allowed to get e freaking ipod
i dun mind if its my own money >.< lols.

hmmm, should start creating my very own wish list =)
it'll nvr end though, MUAHAHAH!

running out of money.
poor me.
smone,
sponsership? =P

i wanna go for hols!
hope dec can though? hahas

bye bye =)

open hse =)

2008-11-22T19:16:00.002+08:00

d
1 word to discribe today's open hse:

FUN!!!! =)

early in the morning had to wear tie,badge, sch u go sch =.=
thn realised dam few sec 3's thr >.<
only gt me, zong,irwin,john,JJ,ryan, benedict and a few others...

thn first thing after leading 1 family went to special rm paste e thng for e brochure.
thn alot food lolx....

stupid weather dam hot, coupled with the tie =.=
thn came lunch, courtesy of mr.Goh =)

throughout the day only had to do 1 thing sia:
talk , talk, and talk about our sch to parents. lols.
crapping, i'm best at it =)

while w8ing at porch heard mr.yong saying tt we shld make use of this hols,
cos nxt yr gonna me no-life for us =.=
ouch...but true lar, so tts why me gonna make this hols worthwhile! XD

thn nearly ending tt time we were talking bout teachers tt gonna leave.
sads, so many teachers gonna leave nxt yr >.<
haiz. sch definitely gonna change uh =/

worst thing is our form teacher prob gonna change soon,
cos mr. GYH leaving nxt yr? i dunno >.<
jus hope it doesnt happen.
else eng. wont be as fun eh? XD

aw, i can create a list of teachers i hope 4-6 dun get nxt yr, lmao.
impt yr sia, screw up=gg.

though, i haven start studying or even done my HW lol...

oh, back to today.
after finish packing up we went main gate.
thn chi. HOD stuck thr also.
COS THE GATE'S BLOODY LOCKED!

thn we waited for key which was supposedly with smone.
in the end realised dunno whr liao,
so we walk out frm pri. sch =.=

but on the way out we tried to sneak into e indoor sports hall though.
the person sweeping the floor didnt stop us as we ran up the stairs.
bu the guy doing e construction work high up told us cannot =.=
zz.halfway up liao sia...haiz...and tt guy so high on tt platform
mus lean down to show his head, LOL.

so yea after tt went back lorh.
tts after waiting for zong's bus to come. hahas.
end of the day.
and prob the last time i'll see some teachers i noe? sighs*

oh well, suddenly decided nt to spend so much time online,
cos i dun wanna stick in the hse =)
lol.

woohoo, nxt wk's schedule occupied.MUAHAHA.
GTG =)

heads up =)

2008-11-21T18:26:00.002+08:00

i
hahas, forgot to post ytd =.=
oh well, ytd went causeway point get my earpiece!!! =)

oh well, wanted to get it long long ago =.= but surprisingly i can tahan so long wor.... =)

sennheiser's de earpiece also dam cool sia, thn dunno which to buy =/ but technica de logo lk cooler, so yea.... hahas XD

thn testing all e demo sets tt time realised sony nt bad too. but, frm experience, the product durability...no tnks >.<

didnt consider creative's too, cos the bass too strong , dun like >.<>

thn after tt went aunt hse play Wii =) dam fun, tennis , rock band. lol, play till 11.30pm thn realised so dam late =.= thn walk home lorhh..

hmm today ma...

early morning bk training =) we thr keking the baton volley upright for 10 mins.zzz. hand numb diao le lar. other things...shall nt talk about it =/

thn after tt slack slack abit in store. didnt realise the new psp gundam game e story mode so hardcore. gt boss one seh ....lol. cool =)

hmmm....tmr ma, must implement the "dun stay at home" policy XD LOL! realised i'm old enough without rotting at home, hahas ;)

oh. jus finished dota-ing. woohoo. nowadays suddenly more win thn lose lol. lucky uh =D

sat and sun must cram some activities in , as much as possible =)

jus....hope mon,tues and wed de things will be fun though.... if nt waste my time going =.=

okay w8, i hav more thn enough time to waste =/

HOLS SLIPPING AWAY LIAOZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!

so yea, gotta make most of it eh?

~bye bye~

back on track?

2008-11-20T01:22:00.002+08:00

20 nov. AHHH, hols slipping away =.=

oh well, today/ytd's bk training was ummm...okay ba =/

anyways, been slacking past few days. nth realli much to post.
jus...waiting for 26/27/28 nov to come ba, thn gt smth to do liao...hahas

well, realised my memory card suddenly filled with chi. songs,
so decided to er, add more to the eng side =)

singles found so far:
metro station - seventeen forever
taylor swift - fiftheen
nickelback - i'd come for you
leona lewis - run
hinder -without you
Enrique Iglesias - Away

woohoo,songs and more songs =)
leona lewis tt song lik choir seh =/
metro station nt song nt bad ba, quite smooth.
but hinder and nickelback rox =)

realised taylor swift this album alot songs damn nice XD
nt lik last time those wt "teardrops on my guitar"
eww. lols. hard gtting her songs though. =/

enrique ma, the same stone face, the same kiam pa voice. lmao!

oh well, jus finished 2 successful games of dota XD

hmmm..maybe tmr i'll go get my earpiece?
i'm nt gonna stop pushing for tt ipod though =/
hahas.

suddenly tired of trainings,mus persevere! hahas.
gtting lame and weird nowadays. old man syndrome. =D

oh well, should go bang head and die.

sometimes,things jus seem so....mundane?

whoa!

2008-11-18T00:18:00.006+08:00

Whoa! this picture had me freaked out lol.

especially whn ur viewing it at this time in the nite.z

doing stupid things at stupid times, yea i noe... lol

oh well, hav fun looking.

try it, its dam cool =)

and the image doesnt fade as u look at ur screen after opening ur eyes XD

back =)

2008-11-16T20:42:00.002+08:00

hahas camp over liaoz!!!!

back home =)

hmm...dun ask me bout e camp, cos i gt nth to say, and dun wish to =/

oh well. slept all the way, now still tired wor...zzz

but nvm, off to dota XD
3 days bo play le,hand itchy seh..

so yea, byeeeee!!

hope i dun doze off =/

delusions.

2008-11-13T17:29:00.002+08:00

Off to camp tmr! XD
hope it goes well though =/

hahas, today go sch early go tie rope obstacle.
tiring seh =.=
thn hand blister liao lar.
tmr still must be rope station IC...fun though XD

well hope all activities goes well tmr?
especially the one i planned =)

no dota for 3 days.
no blogging for 3 days.
sobbs.

oh well, nt feeling v.well recently. hope tmr wont fall sick eh?
so yea, all the best for tmr ppl XD

Bye bye ppl,
wish me luck eh?
muahhaa!
annual camp, WoohoO!

solitary

2008-11-12T16:39:00.002+08:00

smtimes i tink i'm doing too much.
maybe i should learn how not to care.

thn maybe, it'll all be easier?

zzz. realised how damaging dota is.
noobs here and thr.
leavers,feeders, ks-ers.
pek chek sia. =.=

thn argue, thn kpkb, thn leave.
haiz.
spoiling my "be nice" policy XD
lmao.

oh well. i'm lame. and emoing. and sienz.
bye.
off to find entertainment.
i'm nt gtting stucked in my hse again.

=.=

2008-11-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

Diaoz.
tink i nid a shrink soon?

irritated by everything.zzz.
mood swings uh? tink its "post maturity syndrome"
LMAO. okay, lame.

well today ma.
WOKE UP LATE FOR PHYSICS!!!.
so in the end didnt go. imma sorry ppl. lol
anyways they said useless uh?

thn after tt met A.L.
thn come my hse play.
lol! see i so nice =)

ok well, nth much liao.
off to dota.

pissed. dun disturb me.
bye.

2008-11-10T16:41:00.003+08:00

DAVID ARCHULETA new album out liao!!! XD

and i jus got it hahas =P
woohoo, mass er, song "retrieving" XD
7 new albums in 24 hours, and still counting muahaha!

today morning was er...
nvm , shall nt talk bout it. =.=

but getting dam paranoid bout thurs.
lol.

and kaoz, haven dota ...AHHHH...
byeee XD

off to er, update music , =]

ZzZz.

2008-11-10T08:37:00.002+08:00

dam sienz.
but at least theres entertainment uh =/

nid go back sch for cca stuff at 10.
bloody weather, tink its gonna rain?

well wdv...
feeling dam sick larz, i lk half-dead >.<

prob lack of slp frm las nite. lmao.
nocturnal lifestyle suddenly bcomes "normal" for me eh?

diaoz byeeee i go emo le.

2008-11-10T01:09:00.002+08:00

dunno why i'm double posting lmao.

oh well, time for...

MUSIC!!! =)

realised quite long nvr update songs le, so went mass searching hahas =)
woohooo,guess wt?

Justin Timberlake new album out liao!!!

since future sex/love sounds came out, been anticipating this new one.
sadly, seems lik all the songs he jus go thr calefare de lmao, cos all duet or mix-tunes...
sienz, missed "what goes around comes around" tt kin of songs...

oh well nvm, theres still much more =)

五月天 - 後青春期的詩
蔡依林-爱的练习语
林俊杰-JJ陸
半熟宣言-杨丞琳

Ta-da!!! didnt bother lking for singles, so jus dled their entire album =)
music review! muahha

mayday ma...hmm...nt bad ba? though their style shld change cos abit sienz.

jolin!!! i'm nt a fan of hers =/ but oh well, its still dl-ing..hahas

jj ma, i gt alot of his songs long ago..but jus dled for fun, rofl.
overall nt bad ma..but his tune also gtting sienz liao can...

nxt up, rainie.
hmm..she lik walking evan yo's path.
frm guai kia to act wild.lol.
new lk nt bad though. btwer thn her act cute act innocent de =/
lik, i'm the most innocent 1 here =) muahaha jus kidding XD

thn the loser Wu Bai gt a new album.
old dude, lol, sorry lorh, i dun lik old ppl singing >.<

and hahas, beyonce's new single i gt a few months ago too.
if i were a boy.... this song nt bad larz hahas...
but the rest of her album...so-so?

theres still darn lot songs waiting for me to take them off the net XD
so yea, prob mass dl nxt few days...
guess my phone memo card gonna hav an all new cabinet of songs XD

weee, new songs, more and more...

muahha, at this rate i can open business liao .___.
lol.

Music, churn my soul =)

Byee ppl, after chionging all those np stuffs i'm finally free!!!
though i'm sure theres more to come =.=

WooHoo

2008-11-10T01:07:00.002+08:00

time for posting! =)

well, woke up late =P
thn went pay respects to grandpa at temple.
after tt ma, went thomson plaza eat subway XD

bought new microsoft desktop set thr too,
hmm..luv the feel of new stuff...hahas

jus concluded a lousy day of dota-ing.
sucky performance =.=
cnt hlp it, du lan over gtting ks-ed ahaha.
stupid arandomdoodle lar...

~tired~

2008-11-08T21:37:00.002+08:00

wa crapz, 6 hrs under the damn sun, i'm sunburnt again =.=
hand red, face red+damn pissed off=emo again

been trying to tabulate score.
but with 4 different scores per person...

so yea i'm only half-done =.=
proposal's waiting.
gotta finish it.
or i'm screwed.

sienz, no time to rest.
dozed off until neck cramp X.X lmao

hope most ppl can pass.i tink can ba? =X
second half of session was satisfying.
cnt say so bout first half though.
drill test more lik tekanning session eh? =/

weird uh,seems like fatique brings the best out of people.
nt me though.cos i'm tired.i wanna sleep.

and i'm dam irritated now.
stressed?

DUH.

hahas, jus ended a 1hr 9 min chat with SH regarding e proposal.
he kenna sienz diao by me =)
cnt help it, i'm too detailed uh?

back to tabulating score. byee XD

=/

2008-11-07T20:14:00.002+08:00

sighs.

day was screwed, ruined by the freaking printer =.=

ji sien.

nth to say.
tmr training super early =/

nid wake up at round...6am? Zzz
no sleep=emo=nt sociable

so yea, bye. =.=

if only u could step out of tt cover ur hiding under.
thn maybe....
wats gone and past, is all over.

no point.

2008-11-06T15:05:00.002+08:00

lolols, first time posting frm smone else's com =)

hahas,1 thing i luv bout e hols is the damned fact tt i can slp till i drop =)
bo bian =/ las nite some ppl make me go so high i fell asleep at 4.30am =.=

so yea, no blogging after 12.same goes for music and games. LOL .___.

shucks suddenly i feel i'm wasting my time,
dunno why,
its jus...
a feeling.

hahas.
nth much today ba, boring old me, boring old hols.

oh well, gonna get as much excitement as i can this hols eh? =P
so yea bye ppl, off to browse music XD

u made it a point tt it was my fault.
smhow, it didnt turn out right then.
m i regretting? no.
moving on, but jus cnt hlp going back to the memories =/

may time erase the past....

woW =)

2008-11-06T02:07:00.002+08:00

wheee i'm still wide awake, and nt intending to sleep either =/
lolx, jus helped "zuk" make a new skin wor...
unbelievable! =)

guess i'm starting to get familiar to html?
cos at least i didnt take more thn 2 hrs this time =)

oh well, gotta tnk some "zhu" for guiding me eh? =) hahas
though duh, mostly is bcos of my own uh, intelligence? MUAHAHAH, jus kidding =)
熟能生巧吗 , hahas.
oh shit, chi. over, gotta avoid it, avoid the "yuan" nightmare! =P

ahh, still dam high, whrs my sleeping pills??!?! =/
lols, how m i gonna slp l8er sia? zzz....
zuk ur fault lar, make me so high =.= lols...

tt sounds wrong...but nvm:

Gd Morning PPL !!!!

WOohoO

2008-11-05T14:08:00.000+08:00

Lik, Woohoo, chi. o lvels over liaoz wor... =)
whew, quite okay ba, though paper 1 was filled with all my bullshit XD

oh well, went ki siao whn it ended =]
eh cool sia, lik holidays all over again XD
mhhmmm, but dang, my schedule's packed to the core ,
but.
tts what i like about it =)

so guess end of rotting at home eh?
i wanna go out every single day muahahha !!!
but.
cash flow problem.
sighs.
lol.

psp 3k, new earpiece, how much money hav i left to spare?
nt much hope =.=

oh well, mus try and find a job sia,
and squeeze it into my damn schedule.

oh well, tonight gonna high throughout till daylight =)
post exam celebration XD

thn mus get ready a new bottle of slping pills (kidding.. =])
but any more crazeness i nid see shrink liao.
seriously.
lmao.

so lik yea, off to ki siao XD

WOOHOOOOOO! MuAHAHHA!!!

BYE PPL, BlAH, zomg, WOOTS XD

tentative.

2008-11-04T14:21:00.001+08:00

ZZZZZZZZZ, chi. o level TMR LE!!!!
& i haven started studying =.=
so gonna die liaoz =/

lolx, but oh well.
mon and tues jus wake up thn go for chi. intensive.
the old hag cnt teach for nuts, lols.
and she du lan me for dunno why >.<
lesson haven start listen to music gt prob meh? nt lik she own the auditorium =.=

but oh well mass lesson today, teacher chionging las min. liaoz,
thn ppl lik me still thr bo chup. lmao...

sighs, i wan my audio technica earpiece!!!!

whn exam's over i'm going to ki siao, round 2 =)
lalala, training's gonna start soon.
should i be happy, or tired? =/

dang, off to fool around (though i shld really be studying)... lolx
prob l8er evening i'm gonna panic.
thn gonna chiong lik some pig =.=
so yea, gd luck to me.

hope my heart can take the strain XD
but i gt alot of these "experience" liao, so no worries =P

BYE ppl, wish me luck tmr =D

jus wondering, m i ready? o.0

cycles.

2008-11-02T16:19:00.000+08:00

Woots 6500slide fixed XD
cost me $70 though =/

woke up late, thn went bishan temple pay respect to grandpa.
thn after tt went opp. thomson plaza eat, thn go shop shop XD

lolx, wanted to enter some restaurant thn suddenly a few dogs came running at me =.=
dang. didnt realise its a pet restaurant, lmao.
eh but the dogs running around, l8er nt trained thn sai while u eating, ew, lolol

oh well, after went toa payoh fix hp.
dang, at first fix liao the keypad cannot work =.=

thn after went back lucky fix jiu oke liao,
but the shop owner warn drop again thn its R.I.P for e phone ):
dang, now i use the phone also kia, lol.

shit guess my ipod's gone arldy.
but nvm, audio technica earpiece+psp 3k coming soooon hahas.
my end of yr present to myself lmao =.=

dang, off to do things now.
busy busy.zzz..lol

BYE. =)

sometimes, i realli cant stand it =X

wishes =/

2008-11-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

dang.went causeway point nokia care centre to get e poor 6500 slide checked out. thn queue too long lar, so walked around cwp =)

whoa, check out this store: Stereo
the entire store filled with earpieces of every single brand you've heard of can!
shelves after shelves of earpieces, lik, kaoz, my saliva dripping out liao can..(jus kidding XD)
but oh well,e pic only lik...less thn 1/20 of the earpieces thr.
badly taken pic =.= cant blame me, secretly de can, cos the damn store ppl diao-ing me >.<
dunno why sia, i lk so innocent, dont i? =) muahaha .____.

wa the earpiece from economic to top range de all hav sia...

damn, the audio technica new model de earpiece dam stunning, i wan!!!!!!!!!!!!
but abit de ex sia....
sighs, changed dunno how many sony earpiece liao, musta spent over 250+++in e past =.=
but the audio technica de come with 1 yr warranty wor,so no nid worry spoil lik sony de =)
but the price....uh um.
okay, cant decide sia,cos the hp repair fee confirm burn a hole in my pocket .___.

okay forget the entire shop of cool earpieces. (realli nid to stop thinking bout it =/)
nxt, walked into some game shop, thn overhead a conversation among a grp of hardcore gamers.
whn i turn and see wat they lking at. i saw....

LATEST SONY PLAYSTATION PORTABLE 3006 (piano black edition)

LIK, OMG! going off at $299

have u ever saw something u like and lik, kenna stuck at that place for dam long?
lolx, cos tts wat i did =)
turned out the shop-keeper, some guy around 20 plus, dam nice guy =]
smore he also psp fan ma, so we ended up chatting bout psp 3k lik some bunch of retards =P
i tink he also thinking of buying larh hahas, but we both bo bian, cos now still cant modify mah, must wait till some gd fren go hack their new system.
thn kept talking bout trading in psp slim&lite thn top-up to get psp 3k plus all those new firmware/system/hacking lols.
say anymore will bcome geek talk liao, so yea =/ MUHAAHAH.

okay, psp 3k,wait abit more, thn u'll be mine =)
well, sobbs to my psp slim, which came out onli 1 yr plus ago sial...

okay now for the rants,abit kpkb so ur can skip this part if u dun wanna read =/

went queue up at e service centre.wait lik....25 mins?
thn go in, show my poor phone to e counter lady.thn guess wat she say...

LCD screen crack.warranty dont. cover.
me:how much for repairs?
her:uhhh,maybe 80-150 around thr.plus, after repairing ur warranty's void, cos changing the screen may affect 'some bloody chip in the system or wat sai thing lar'
okayy...so i wait for my turn lorh, thn i realised the lady suka suka quote de 80-150 she actually wrote on the damn queue ticket which is supposed to be seen by the desk ppl.
which means i'm expected to pay the amt she anyhow quote by jus glancing at my phone.

dang.

so her 1 word=me paying $150?!?!?!
okay so wt., forget it yea? so i jus walked off without saying anything.
thn spent alot time walking around toa payoh central hp shop, turned out also round $80-$100.
and sadly, think i'm forking this money out myself...
dam guilty ask parents pay larh, cos the phone wif me less thn 2 months =.=
dang, the hole in my pocket expanding lik siao.
(thr goes my wish for a ipod? =.= sighs. earpiece+psp3k+fix hp= ipod.

guess that's the end of my expenditure. =/
realised i'm over-spending anyways,jay chou album all tt crap, spent alot $$ liaoz.

speaking of which,went to see some vcd shop, thn their jay chou album(cd-only edition)
cos lik wat, $9?!?!?!
i mean, okay, cd onli with nth else,
but i paid nearly $30 for my limited edition metal box set sia!!!!!!!!

wth =.= heart pain, ouch. gt a feeling i tio jack. dang. m i dumb? =/

cannot liao, must think b4 i spend nxt time .___.

so well, whn i walk home half-dying liao sia....
thn suddenly realise alot things haven do.haven submit proposal,haven given my reply to those "workshops", haven started mugging for chi. i gt 3 days left =.=

sighs, tmr gonna pay respects to grandpa again.
the grief, it take time to heal, doesnt it?

heard he did "come back" ytd nite though. creepy yea?

after chi. o's i swear i'm gonna pack my schedule to the core. =)
cca's, go gai gai wif frens, go fren's hse chill,workshops, etc. etc. hahas.

dang, v. long nvr exercise or play sports liao.
my body rotting lik some ah pek =X
hahas, cannot, must maintain my weight in 50-58kg
if nt bcome lik some ppl =/ lols

so yea, off to finish some stuffs and chat, so yea, byeeee =)

realised blogging kinda lik a routine liao hahas,
jus tt i still nt gonna let some other ppl noe it exists though =/

crazy

2008-10-31T22:07:00.000+08:00

OMG.
wats going on with my life?
its going way out of reality leh...

well, basically i showed my dad the spoilt phone, expecting to "tio kan"
guess wat, he only said 4 words:ok lorh, go repair.
dang, and he said it in those dam friendly tone can, as though its perfectly normal to spoil a new phone. omg.
smore asked me to go take his money to pay for e repairs.
all this, in under half a min.

thn last time bill bao double, my mum jus lk at me, calculate abit, frown abit.
thn nvr say anything after i promised her wont happen again =/
nvr even chide me.

since sec 3 my report books all signed in under 1 min.
regardless of results.(i mean, they're nt bad arent they? =P)

whn i failed my first ever subject, physics,to me it was gone case, to them it was okay?!?!
i mean, though half the level failed too =.=

dang, this freedom's unsettling can.
perhaps i'm still nt ready for it?

nt sure though =/
o's nxt yr, but study motivation's slipping.
nid pressure,but suddenly i realised it doesnt exist.

chi. o's coming, and i haven even started studying for darn sake.
i'm afraid.
help.
dang ._____.

smone motivate me =/

dang. =.=

2008-10-31T18:18:00.001+08:00

Lk at wat happened to e 6500 slide =.=

wat can i say? fuck sia.

its displaying nothing other thn a purple light plus 3 cracks tt extend straight up to the tip of the screen tt brightens whn u apply pressure to it >.<

dang,was it my fault?

woke up grumply in the morning go for chi. intensive.

so bored i was tilting my chair at a dangerous angle ma.

thn the D.C thought dam funny sia, try and make my chair topple.

guess wat,i did a nice fall thn rolled to my knees, thn sienz diao.

+the old hag ask me move to the front =.=

okay so thr i was checking on sms whn bam i realised i lking at three major cracks.

the internal lcd kenna punctured, wth, by tt light fall.

dang, m i tt heavy?!?!?! =.=

i mean, if i'm fat thn understandable ma.

but lik tt nia, thn the phone kenna until so cham.

sure, thn i emo the whole lesson, cos i'm clutching a dead phone in my hands.sobbs.R.I.P

thn wtf, times up liao the old hag dun wan dismiss us, say wat:

如果你认为课外活动比华文会考还重要，那我佩服你。你去吧。

thn ben trying to get out kenna stop by her,thn she start kpkb wat time ur cca start u sure u nid go out now all tt crap.

me?i dam du lan liao can, so while she scolding him i strolled out of the backdoor lohh =.=

lik whose gonna care bout her.let her come find me loh. >.<

okay so dam sienz, went home change back to my spare phone.

thn realised no batt, so had to borrow S.H's express music phone de batt.lol

thn went to take training.

by 6 pm went home with a splitting headache =.= sighs. so much suayness, all in a day.

yea so now i'm basically sienz diao,ppl, dun talk to me now =.=

sighs, tink i'm gonna fall sick tmr.but still hav to rush to nokia care centre tmr.

chances r they're nt gonna cover it for free, so tts another hole out of my pocket.

dang.

chi. o's 5ths nov.dam soon larz.plus all those cca tests etc etc all tt shit.

dang, i jus wished to hav no part in all these.

but can i?

let go, can i?

2008-10-30T20:22:00.001+08:00

dang, jus woke up,having slight headache sia, sienzzz...

hahas today was...weird?

got woken up darn early by some 猪 lol.
thn l8er had to chiong for phys. remedial.
surprisingly i late again =.= kaoz,whn would i ever be punctual?dang.

anyways remedial was cool, spent the ENTIRE session chatting with the 2 fellas to my right lol.
kept talking bout some ghost movie+a thriller.
thn s.h dam sad can, kp getting tekan-ed, while me and gerald talk on and on for 2 hrs without any interruption =)
hahas, guess my act guai act dam convincing seh =)
but anyways wouldnt hav learn anything ...dam physics...

oh well, went with a few ppl go j8 makan,thn went library.
okay, heres the dam random part:

sitting in one of e "holes" we were reading some weird book on singlish+hokkien/cantonese vulgarities. thn G.L kept trying to pronounce a darn obscene/vulgar/unspeakable phrase.
but dang, he tried tt at a dam loud volume can, lol, thn kept repeating.
so we all lik literally rofl =P

thn halfway "practiscing" the singh librarian came, thn he was lik:
i'm wearing a turban,& i can hear ur voices thru my turban(which was covering his ears)
thn we were lik diao-ing. so he went lik: i trust u all. thn he zao =.=
lame.

okay so G.L continued with his repeating. Lmao.
i tink his voice can be heard within 10 metres sia XD
thn bloody hell tt librarian came back a total of 3 times >.<
he ka jiao us until dam suangs liktat.

thn all this time Ben was at the back, concealing his psp with a bk,thn wif his earpiece he thr dj-maxing, oblivious to everything lmao.
but the tapping of e buttons so darn loud,
but i guess tt librarian's turban gt "sound-isolation" de,lik in-ear earpiece,cos he bo hear seh =)

thn l8er kenna pang-seh by ben and D.C =.=
so we also zao lorh.loiter around abit, went to lk at hps ( N96 dam cool sia .__.)

sighs, theres chi. intensive tmr, frankly, its worst thn useless, i'm stoning every min. of HER lesson =.= thn thrs training afterwards.sienz.dang. .___.

realise i'm not gonna care,from today onwards.
selfish ppl, going about doing things the way they like.
have u ever considered others?
or isit onli u?

tired of acting, i'm nt carrying on anymore.
consequences? tink i'll be bothered?
responsbilities? i'm letting go.
theres only 1 word i can tink of now.
WDV

i tink ur a bunch of ppl who r worse thn useless,
fooling around,pushing jobs about.
and i want out.

DANG.

back.

2008-10-29T21:07:00.000+08:00

Hahas, finally resurrected my blog =)
first post, testing though, cos the font abit the er, unsightly >.<

oh well, much happened recently.
grandpa passed away sobs, lots of tears, lots of grief.

been disconnected with watever's going on outside.
tmr imma gonna go back for phy remedials.
suddenly forgotton how lesson feels lik.
suddenly nt sure how to control my life.

all tt i'm gonna say tis tt:
life's short,& i wanna make the best of mine :D

hahas i'm addicted to duck face .________.
=)

when the sadness washes away,
back comes the smile? :P